Weekly Ramblings

My blog is revived!

2008-07-31T06:01:00.001-07:00

muahaha suddenly had the urge to come back to post and revive my blog. i wonder whose gonna be the first to realise this?

just a five minutes break from homework i guess.

homework homework homework... tests tests tests tests.

life of a sec 4 student in commonwealth secondary school,

is,

dead

FUN.

I CAN DO IT.

2007-09-08T09:06:00.001-07:00

Time is the most precious of all things.

why?

Because of its versatility. Time can be everything, it can also be nothing at all.

Most say that teenage years are the most important years of our lives. Nah. i feel that teenage years aren't as important as childhood years.

i'm a strong believer of nurture, not nature.

whatever happens during childhood years form the foundation of our lives. whatever skills you learn during childhood will develope to become your talents. whatever you do during your childhood will become your interests.

heres where good family and peer guidance steps in.

But then again, if you did nothing during your childhood years, played no musical instruments, did no sports, refused to work hard on your studies, its never too late to start.

thats why i feel teenage years are the 2nd most important periods in life.

as long as you are curious, you are interested, you are passionate, you want to do well eventually in life and most importantly if you are not embarrased about being late,

its never too late to start.

that's exactly what i'm gonna do.

lets see.... apart from real ferraris, miniature ferraris rock too!

here's a 1/10th scale F430 radio controlled car.

it doesnt have a 4.3L v8 engine, but it does have a cool 23turn motor running on a TT01 chassis.

best thing is... I OWN ONE!

2007-09-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

alright, im back to post once again.

few days earlier was wednesday, an interesting day indeed. hmmm well i guess we shouldnt have dispute over tivial stuff like blogs or how much attention is given into whatever or whoever.

to simply put it, less attention doesn't necessarily mean less interest.

sometimes we just unfortunately have responsibilities at hand that we cant put out full attention into other things. well, i just hope that everything goes back to normal.

well thursday was the class outing, it was rather fun. everybody's blogged abt it somehow or rather, so i'm not gonna repeat the same old stuff again.

really looking forward to the post exam periods... can't stand the business any longer.

CHALET PEOPLE!

today's car is a more recent F430. not just a remod of the 360 modena, its a totally different car all in all. definitely much more beautiful than the 360 in my opinion. its simpler yet more dynamic and distinct.

with a 4.3 L V8 engine at 490 HP,

from 0-60 mph in 3.5 secs

Now thats what i call

form and function truly meets.

2007-09-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

i realised that bloggers are like critics of everything.

we talk abt movies, books, tv shows, everything.

today im gonna talk abt a movie i just watched,

ratatouille. (rat-a-too-ee)

its a pixar movie, so you can expect the usual stuff like

cute cuddly and furry creatures,

cartoon-like humans,

tonnes of colours!!!

and of course, a simple moral behind each story.

each pixar movie is like a fable i realised.

ratatooee is no exception. nice and cute movie, funny at times, it makes u feel like a child again.

go watch it if ur a fan of simple plots and cute cuddly creatures.

and for the usual feed of ferrari,

the 360 modena.

not so recent, but still pretty fresh.

great design with a simple yet intimidating shape.

the beauty of simplicity.

2007-08-24T06:44:00.002-07:00

GIFTS.

are they a sign of friendship,

or

are they the cost of friendship.

well i guess if we consider it as a cost, then we'll live miserably in this earth, constantly thinking about how much your gift will cost.

if its sincere, you won't care what others say if you bought a 1 dollar gift. not even the person receiving the gift.

so

is it worth it to spend money of gifts?

i say

definitely yes.

oh yes. ferrari's latest masterpiece.

Pininfarina 4/5

makes me wonder where they get these ideas.

damn.

i want one.

2007-08-24T06:44:00.001-07:00

I realised that sometimes,

You can find extraordinary things everywhere you go.

extraordinary = out of the ordinary.

hmmm... why's that key out of place?

Notice anything different?

Heh. how did that pie get in there?

Moral of the story: take a closer look at the things around you. you might find something interesting or out of place yea.

Freakin nice car man.

Ferrari Hamann 599 GTB

FF - Ferrari™ Freak™.

enjoy your day.

2007-08-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

hey ppl,

been a long time huh?

feel like its kinda like my responsibility to post so that ppl who visit my blog wont feel dissapointed.

so...

thx for reading this post, i have fufilled my responsibility by posting.

once again thanks,

if you're still disappointed...

tell me bout it.

thx.

yea.

bye.

sayo.

nara.

bye.

hi.

sup?

BYE.

2007-07-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

hey have u guys seen transformers?

if not, go watch it. its full of action and great effects. nice message too.

yea watched it today and thought it was really gd. wonder if its because the direstor is michael bay, or because steven speilberg is the executive producer.

anyway, go watch it and u mite find urself addicted to giant shapeshifting robots.

i'll be looking forward to the sequel. XD

2007-06-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.

sunday today. the end of my 3 days home alone. going for spec course tomorrow morning.

this 3 days i've learnt how hard it was to maintain a house and keep it functional. it was a fun 3 days of unlimited freedom, but if given another chance, i wouldnt wanna be home alone again. cant stand the loneliness.

gotta cherish what ya got now and not take things for granted.

once back from course i would be darn packed day in and day out doing homework.

for now, why not just put all troubles beside and do my best during the course? yea im aiming high in this course.

i need to be more responsible. i need to be more dedicated and commited. i need to be more hardworking. yea.

most of all, i need to be myself once again.

tatas people, see ya guys in another 4 days.

2007-06-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

alright im feeling healthy again after days of loose stool.

tonnes and tonnes of holiday homework!!!

barely even scrathed that pile of worksheets yet. damn.

so much to do, so little time.

parents going overseas tmw morning until next monday. haha let me learn to be independant. 3 days all on my own. survivor skills.

speaking of survivor... i think there should be a series held in singapore called

Survivor Singapore: The Concrete Jungle.

hahaha but its true isnt it? thats what makes us so special and different from other countries.

a little something to think about here: technology. it allows us to have control over everything, except technology itself.

how true is that?

---

eating healthy and constant regular training is what i need to keep fit.

a clear mind and constant revision is what i need to score well.

my goals have yet been achieved.

on and on i'll go...

2007-05-30T04:26:00.001-07:00

hey peeps.

man, it feels seriously good to be back from those camps one after another.

guess you'll never learn to appreciate what you have until you step out of your comfort zone.

never knew sleeping for only 3 hours a day can lead to so many problems. shows how important sleep is really.

haha im just glad to be back. enough about camps.

holidays. defined as times when the pace of life slows down a little, alowing some extra time to study, do what you enjoy, go out with friends.

speaking of speed... 6 days im gone and already so many things have happened.

learned so many things in the last six days.

its not about how smart you are, but how you are smart.

short term desires causes one to go around in circles, never finding a true path in life.
on the contrary, long term goals alow one to slowly step by step move in life, finding progress and growth on the way.

give up your short term desires for long term goals.

i nearly died of complacency i realised. now i'll work my way back up again.

the glory is not in how you have not failed, but in rising from you failures everytime.

stand back up everytime you fall.

i will take whatever the world throws at me from now on.

HERE I COME!

2007-05-30T04:26:00.000-07:00

woooohooooo

sorry for that period of postless blog, got some prob with the template, but its solved! and sorry for the long time without updates, was busy studying for exams.

muahaha love this skin. FREEDOM. from stress, from undesirable emotions, from any unneccesary stuff.

holidays, got time to update blog le!

let me post something interesting for a new blogskin.

let me tell you guys a story of 2 cats.

here are my 2 female neighbourhood cats. the one on the left is called chou4 tou2. (smelly head in chinese) the one on the right is called rou2 rou2. (cuddle cuddle in chinese) don't ask how i named them.

anyway, rou rou is an all time favourite here due to her cute and cuddly ways and nice patterns on her body. (can see by her name lah). chou tou is a rookie, newly introduced by whoever was her owner. and it seems that she is starting to gain popularity due to her loyal behaviour and smooth black fur and white paws and chest and the little bell on her collar.

and it seems like rou rou is getting very greenly jealous of chou tou's existence!

watch as rou rou skillfully sneaks up to chou tou.

i guess this is their way of fighting. u never know, maybe i an intense mind battle is going on in the 2 cats' heads.

they'll never get bored of looking at each other even after so long haha.

yep so thats something interesting that i saw this morning.

alrite thats the end of my first post on this new blogskin.

i'm off to bed!

2007-04-25T18:17:00.000-07:00

I just finished reading the book "who moved my cheese" by doctor spencer johnson.

a very good book, i must say.

the book hit me real hard. i realised what was keeping me from achieving my grades.

life has definitely changed for me, sec 3 is definitely different from sec 2. tougher, more examinable subjects, more responsibilities, more projects, etc. the world around me has changed, but i asked myself: have i changed?

i realised that i havent. not that i couldnt, but i wouldnt.

i wanna have fun. who doesnt? studying is tough work. who likes it?

but when i saw my frens top the class for many subjects, i asked myself: which is better? having fun now and not reaching my self expectations or working my heads off now and be satisfied by my grades?

the answer is obvious.

no doubt, its gonna be a tough job. its gonna require alot of discpline. but i believe discpline comes naturally after commitment and determination.

now its 12 days from my actual mid years, kinda late for me to wake up isnt it?

i'd say nah, better late than never.

keep moving with the cheese.

savor the adventure of changing and enjoy the taste of new cheese.

time for a change.

2007-04-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

alrite, i am back once again to update my oh, so dormant blog.

also because SOMEBODY called me an irritating, lazy blogger. i wonder who that somebody is man. haha.

alrite, back to topic. lets see... today was councillor investiture, quite successful i would say. guess the many days of staying back in school till 7.30 really payed off. seeing this year's sec 4 step down, i thought abt what next year's investiture would be like, what kind of performance would be put up by us. come to think of it, a year has just gone by so quickly, soon it'll be our turn to step down.

yea enough about council board, tmw's cross country day! haha wonder how i'd perform.

ok sry but i have really no idea of what to blog no more. haha alrite good luck to those running tmw, try ur best, have fun! bye ppl, im off to dota!

2007-03-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

haha ok time to update. my blog's dying already.

dun really noe what to blog abt, but maybe i'll juz tell ya guys abt the pass few days.

friday:
went for games day. enjoyed myself, was in the eco race haha. after games day we went to watch pursuit of happyness. i was really happy, coz many many ppl went! was a really meaningful show, got lots of substance put into it. very worth watching for you guys out there who just cant find a reason to smile. you gotta work for it. yep, and it was a great day.

saturday:
went to sch for meeting, after tat went to library. supposed to do hw, but turns out that i only manage to touch 1 question. haha guess i cant really concentrate when im outside my hse. but, anyway my main objective there wasn't to complete my hw, but to meet up once again with everyone and have some time tgt. haha we had fun tgt alrite.

today:
hmmm went to watch wj's hair being cut. haha the aunty was friendly, maybe i'll consider going there for a cut nxt time. then went to wj's hse. its been a long time since i visited his hse, and it kinda brought back some nice memories. tekken5 and DON! haha some day lets go bowling at zhen's condo!

haha its kinda ironic. holidays. hmmm its a one week break, but it seems to me that the only day i have a break is thursday. the rest of the days, im busy with other stuff. hmmmm but still, it feels gd to have march holidays.

lets go out again sometime this week!

2007-03-07T22:02:00.000-08:00

did quite alot of self reflection today.

sometimes i say that thinking too much is not good. what i actually meant, was that everybody must think and self reflect, but during this time, think of solutions to your problems whatsoever, and not dwell upon the causes of these problems, as that would lead to even more problems.

today, i finally realised how far behind i was. people arnd me noe what they're doing, and me, i'm clueless abt my stuff, i dont understand my work, i dont noe why im doin it.

i thought abt it, its all a chain reaction. you lose ur attention during one lesson, dont catch what the teacher says, dunno how to do the homework, dont understand the topic, which all eventually leads to failure to understand the whole chapter.

tats y i finally noe why every lesson, no matter how insignificant it is, is very important.

i wanna catch up with the rest, i wanna do well in my studies. i've been distracted by too many things the past 2 months, and its time i woke up and start to pia. for the past 2 months, i had the energy, and willingness, but all i needed was motivation.

now that i've got my motivation back, nothing can come between me and my grades anymore.

determination. i'm going back to study for tmw's hist test.

games day in 2 days. for some reason im not excited yet. well, nevermind.

2007-03-04T18:44:00.000-08:00

sigh...

feeling very bored today. i don't know how to describe it, but its just sian...

im trying very hard to suppress this feeling, but no matter how hard i try, its still there, when i do my work halfway, i find myself losing concentration. games cant take away this wierd feeling. i dunno, it just feels weird when you dont do sumthing that u usually do everyday.

hmmmm wonder how i can get rid of this feeling. im not sad, nor disappointed whatsoever, its just totally weird. hmmmm.

weird. i wish i can be like i used to be, carefree and free of any worries.

nonetheless, tmw's a maths CT, and for the first time i feel so free that i can study for it. so im gonna practise some problems and aim for an a1 for tmw's test.

wish me luck!

2007-02-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

well i've finally found the time to keep my blog alive, been really busy the past few days. just cant find the time to sit down in front of the electronic box and type some words out.

many things happened during the past week, im lazy, cant be bothered to list everything down. its gonna be boring to read too. juz felt that things could have went much better, though everything now is good already.

2 more months to taking over the company, yet we're still having disputes among our platoon. not a good sign, but i always think that through such disputes come understanding and acceptance. like what kenny said, why waste effort in trying to change sumthing that u cant when u can put more effort into improving other stuff? yea. its really time to learn how to accept each other for who we are, not who we appear to be.

IMT last friday went very well though. yea man.

but nonetheless, im still a happy person, trying to ignore everything else tat's unhappy. only a positive attitude can help u with ur work. tats wad i believe.

alrite its getting late. time to zZz. bbyes ppl!

2007-02-17T23:01:00.000-08:00

haha its new years' eve today!

1 hour before chinese new year! haha happy CNY in advance!

haha its been a happy week, and i have a feeling its gonna be a happy year ahead!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

haiz sian tho im happy, my bro's not. wonder wad's got into him, today he was in a very bad mood since morning, i want but dunno how to help.

nvm im sure everything's gonna be alright tmw.

ANG PAOS!!!! INCOME!!!

hahaha im dam excited abt CNY man.

alrite gonna watch some tv now!

2007-02-14T21:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN! HOPE U LIKED THE PRESENT WE GAVE U!

did u enjoy urselves at sch today? i sure did. haha today was a very fun day, at vivo was fun, too bad there werent dominoes for us to play with. but anyway it was fun juz gathering on a special day like this, when we get halfday of lessons and celebrate 2 special occasions at once.

haha seems like we had much fun exchanging presents today. lol the girls very gd man, go to school and go home with lots of roses and presents, guys go to school with lots of presents and go home. haha but its ok, as long as we're willing to give.

hope you liked my present hannah. and petir is pronounced as "pee-ter" hor! not "per-tear" =D

tomorrow's total defence day! gotta iron my uniform nicely tonite, tmw wearing it to sch!

yep, im very proud of my cca.

off to iron my uniform.

2007-02-11T05:45:00.001-08:00

heys ppl!

well, firstly about yesterday's steamboat. its rocked! haha thanks everyone for being so sporting and enthusiastic abt the steamboat. we'll all work towards more outings like this in future!

haha did many things there, steamboat, played murderer, blindmice yadah yadah. lol. then at the last part hannah fell again. u gotta be brave hannah! pain is good.

yep so the steamboat was successful, next activity would be on saturday 24th feb. weee really hope that everyone can go.

then today i watched apocalypto. its easy to pronounce!

the show was meaningful, but the violence was rather unneccesary. nonetheless, great show.

valentine's coming! CNY's coming!

lets have fun!!

2007-02-06T23:13:00.000-08:00

so many birthdays recently, no money to buy presents.

but still, its the thoughts that count.

anyway what a day it was for me today. not gonna mention anything about what happened, its gonna make me look like some pai kia.

forgive me teacher.

confusion.

many things going on in my mind rite now. and i still have to read up on my A maths.
cant concentrate at all. i wanna sleep before its too late, then i can be more attentive in class.

but all in all, juz let nature take its course, and everything will work out somehow. i believe it will.

2007-02-04T18:36:00.000-08:00

ello ppl!

yesterday was out whole day, morning played bball, afterthat went to WM to buy present, then went to daisy's hse to bake the cake. was fun, turned out that cake baking was not as easy as it seems.

and at westmall, i came to know abt sumthing i shouldnt noe. =D

but anyway, today went to queensway with my mum to get myself a pair of shoes. i got caught for wearing my current shoes coz it wasnt white, its light brown. sian. i got a pair of asics, white silver and abit of red. hmmmm i quite like it, but i still prefer my current shoes.

but i think sports shoes dont have to look very nice, more importantly is the durability of the shoes. thats why i picked asics.

hehe i juz realised that my whole family is a fan of asics, including me.

sch tmw again. i dunno why, but i cant bear to not see everyone, especially you, even for a single day.

homework still uncompleted. gonna finish it now.

2007-02-01T08:08:00.000-08:00

ahhhh........

the satisfaction....

woooo......

i completed 4 essays is less than 4 hours! wahhh ssoooo shiok juz finished writing 4 essays for my NCC post application. wah dam shiok man! 4 essays!!

now im polishing my boots, getting my uniform ready for tmw's parade. we're getting our coporal ranks tmw!

yea gonna sleep immediately after i finish polishing my boots.

darn tired man.

2007-01-25T20:40:00.000-08:00

its all self contradictory.

i made the choice myself, but now i regret.

regrets regrets regrets. is there anyway i can get them out of my life?

bad decisions, mistaken judgements, all are part of life. as much as i hate them, i have to accept the fact that all these stuff are still part of life. without bad things, we wont understand wad good truely means.

so face the next day with a smile and enthusiasm.

im off to do my mountain of hw now. all distractions, get lost pls!

alrite, its gonna be yet another happy day tmw. :D

2007-01-24T22:54:00.000-08:00

you'll never know how bad something really is until you've experienced it yourself.

lol juz sumthing i realised today, after sch.

really got not much time to blog this few days, always reach home abt 7 plus, then do sum hw, feel sleepy, wash face brush teeth, sleep. everyday oso lidat. no time to play until weekends! but its alrite for me, coz i kind of like this kind of life. haha i dun mind sleeping late everyday when i can see all my frens the very next day.

and so i think tmw is gonna be yet another good day. i hope theres english remedial, then everyone can study together again. =D

received chinese CT marks today, quite pleased with my marks. many ppl from 3/3 failed, luckily i passed. got 64 marks, highest from the class is 68.

highest from 3/4 is 73 if im not rong. and theres 3 of them! wah wads going on!?

lol nah its ok lah anyway i passed im contented liao thinking bout how many ppl failed. for those that failed the test, try harder next time! for those that passed, be humble!

ah and after sch, some thing happened but i shan't mention wad happened.

step on it some more bah. im ok with it. =D

i wonder how ppl sell those sea dragon things in a package. its quite interesting how come the eggs can hatch and the hatchlings can grow into small fish like things 1 cm long. hmmmm maybe i should go find out more abt them.

see everyone again tmw!

2007-01-20T22:36:00.000-08:00

hehehe went to library today to do some work.

it was fun meeting everybody again, see everybody smile and laugh.

next week on again!

theres an addition to the family yesterday!
hahaha not what u'll think, its tat my sis's fren gave her a new black hamster. omg its dam cute lah. the cheeks for some reason always so fat de. then when sleeping it will roll up like a ball.

heres a picture i took of it.

its called charcoal. lol its dam cute man!

"let me out!!" says brownie(the name of the brown one) hehe

my mum today oso clearing up her room and found this 100 year old game console.

wooo it comes with 2 controllers and a gun! coolness! wonder if it still works

i think my house is turning into a zoo. 3 hamsters, 18 fishes, used to have 1 rabbit budden gave it away le.

haha sumtimes juz by observing very usual stuff arnd u can be so much fun.

lessons starting tmw,

CHINATOWN!!

2007-01-19T18:39:00.000-08:00

yay im back from the camp!

the camp was seriously fun, nothing i've ever experienced before. solo night walk was cool, high rope elements, team activities. i must say, the only thing that affects the amount of fun that we have, is how enthu we are.

and 3 days flew pass really quickly, with a campfire last night. today was kind of hard for us to bear with pulau ubin and the instrustors, everyone was in some way sad that we had to leave to resume our usual lives and for some, tears were even shed. but it was a really enriching experience, i learned alot and im sure everybody feels the same as me.

during the camp, i saw many kinds of strong characters, many different strenghts and weaknesses of ppl, including myself. i must say, chek goo (how to spell??) is a really good leader and a very good ppl manager.

everybody dance now!
boom, clap, boom
2 times!
boom, boom, clap, boom
3 times!
boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom
lets break it down now!
boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap

Oolaalaaa....~

hahaha yea and so the camp ends with a few tear drops, lots of new frens, many many gd experiences and a whole lot of body aches.

it feels good to be back home, but i wanna go back to ubin again!!

yea man, lessons are beginning this sunday!

library tmw!

2007-01-16T10:45:00.000-08:00

adverse situations.
when one is put in an adverse situation, he or she truely matures and gains understanding of how the human mind works, how to be more sensitive to others and how to manage ppl.

if it doesnt, kill you, it makes u much stronger in the mind and body.

lvl camp's tmw!

seems to me like im the only one whose excited among the rest of my frens. hmmm camps are supposed to be fun, so im looking forward to it. even though the ppl we're camping with isnt as close as last year, its a gd chance to get to noe sum of our new classmates.

but not to forget, share the enjoyment with 2/5 classmates!

hehehe im getting all high and excited that i cant sleep! weeee i love camps!!!!

see everybody tmw!

2007-01-15T23:27:00.000-08:00

work load everyweek is increasing week by week man.

cant afford to spend so much time on the computer anymore. gotta spend more time on wads concrete, like homework or music.

problem is, i cannot concentrate! i cant sit down for more than 1 hour doing homework.

but anyways, we gotta buy new shirts and pants soon! esp those with lots and lots of BIG pockets! hahahaha CNY is the time to collect ang paos!!

sec 3 level camp is wednesday. how i missed the times we had in sec 2 nyaa camp with the rest of the class. hmmm can we do this camp again? i wish we could.

bear in mind that when i say i miss 2/5, i dun mean i dun wanna make new frens with my new classmates yea? so yea. kind of late liao. i think i gonna sleep soon le.

gd nites ppl!

2007-01-13T22:31:00.000-08:00

went to ben's today to celebrate wj's birthday. great fun gathering everyone tgt to celebrate. i really, REALLY want more of such gatherings.

we played playstation, mahjong, pig game, cut birthday cake, very fun. but too bad there wasnt any ctr... yea sad.

took a few pictures today but im dam lazy to post them up. i dont noe y.

did alot of thinking juz now. seems that everyone's doing alot of thinking, just like me. hmmmm. wads going on?

sometimes i wonder...
Am i good enough...
Do i have to constantly value add my self...
Will i ever get a chance to do some thing...
Can i just be myself...

for you.

Is it fate?

Or maybe i am just thinking too much.

2007-01-08T22:02:00.000-08:00

Common test today was total crap. dunno y i have a tendency to fall asleep during common tests. ><

mum ordered a new desk for me. its arriving on thursday. thanks mum.

dun feel like posting anything today so im gonna stop rite here. gonna sleep quite soon. ncc tmw. CNC! here i come!

2007-01-07T16:17:00.000-08:00

juz got my hair cut in the morning. lol everyone keep saying how come my hair nver get caught. make me scared. sian man the barber once again cuts very little, look as if nver cut liddat.

i juz realised that my new class is dam quiet. its not like when we were in 2/5, every lesson so noisy and theres always laughter. now all that has changed.

i miss all the ppl from 2/5 man. i miss the noisy lessons then there will always be somebody who would shout QUIET! i miss the lame jokes we crack in class. i miss my mischeivous and fun classmates who i only get to see during recess and after school now.

and tats y i cant wait to get back in sch tmw to see everybody.

2007-01-06T21:32:00.000-08:00

weee the open hse was dam fun.

our booth was quite successful, cept for the fact that the projector broke down halfway and the ppl were not able to see ncc's very nice power point. other than that the skit went well, many audiences, we all did a very gd job.

well done ncc!

hmmm its fun sometimes to participate in this kind of stuff. get to noe all the ccas, get to do something for ur own cca, crap arnd, ya.

sunday tmw, im left with 2 chinese bao zhang bao dao and 4 mindmaps. gonna chiong all tmw. i love homework! keeps me occupied, keeps my family from nagging, gives me sumthing to discuss with my frens with! gimme some more!

I WANNA PLAY PIG GAME!!!

ok tats random. but can we like find a day when everyone can stay back and then we go one class and play pig tgt? (aiyah dunno wad tat game is called lah what level 1 pig to levl 7 pig tat one? sounds fun leh)

ok im off to play abit of games. its time to relax after a looong and tiring day of work.

bbyes ppl! kind of high today yea?

bobo signing off!

2007-01-05T09:14:00.000-08:00

just came back from ncc juz now. we stayed in sch till ard 7.30.

tmw is the CCA open hse. NCC will be doing a short skit for the sec 1s to see what's so fun abt ncc. its kind of a funny skit, shoot here shoot there, die, the usual stuff.

did CNC juz now. (it stands for comand and control) made me understand how hard it is to stand in front of a platoon and give them commands and such. it takes a whole lot of practice and high confidence.

practiced for the skit till im dam tired now liao. super tired. i think i need to sleep soon but wait. dam my uniform and my boots.... guess i wont be sleeping until 11.

be back tmw to talk abt the open hse.

dam tired.

2007-01-03T22:39:00.000-08:00

today is the first day of sch in 2007

a very hectic day for me, went to sch early at 6.30, got briefed and stuff, had breakfast, listen to talk, icebreackers, teached sec ones how to tie their ties, lunch, played games with them.

this year's sec ones look very cute, or maybe we oso looked as cute when we were in sec 1. nonetheless majority of them were quite enthu, a few look scared, a few quiet quiet, the rest still very participative during the cheers and games.

hmmm i have yet to see wad my classroom looks like. looking forward to tmw. heard of my subject teachers, feel quite satisfied, saw the new timetable, not satisfied. it ends at like...4.30pm? wth i'd rather not have that 10 min break between each class man.

today has been a tiring day, got to noe sum new sec 1s. cant wait to start lessons, see how our teachers are like and what the subject is abt. wonder who are my new class mates... hmmmm

alrite gonna sleep early today again, its raining now but its gonna be a bright,bright sun shiny day tmw.

off to sleep. zzzzZ

2007-01-03T17:52:00.000-08:00

haiz...just as one problem gets solved, yet another one arrives.

appearing out of nowhere, you juz fetch me home liddat. first thing's first, wheres my freedom? is there a lack of trust between us? why can't you trust my sight, i know who my friends are. wait, let me rephrase that: i KNOW my friends. why is it that in your eyes, playing basketball every saturday morning, hanging out together to talk is bad behaviour? don't sis and bro do it too? is it because of my age? is 15 years old still considered young? yes, i know i lack of experience and i may not have the wisdom to see through my friends, but at least trust me. if i fall, i WILL bring myself back up. sometimes people really DO have to learn it the hard way ya know? that's all im asking for, trust.

sometimes ppl have to see the importance of interacting with one another. humans are social creatures afterall, we need to communicate. that's what makes us different from other mammals. so why is it that in your mind, a good boy would go to school, attend lessons, after school immediately rush home to do revision. why would you think that recess and breaks are enough for us to interact?

when i was still in sec 1 and 2, i did not see the importance of interaction. after school, first thing i wanted to do was to rush home. for that i did not communicate much with my friends, and did not have any close friends at all. since sec 2 mid year, i started hanging out with friends. its only then that i realised how much i did not know about the human mind, and how much i did not know about myself. i feel that its only through interaction can we discover more about others and ourselves. when you communicate, you see the different problems ppl face, what they do when they encounter such problems and through these you see what his or her personality is.

its not about talking cock, its about knowing more about each other, not out of curiosity, but out of care and a willingness to help. so please don't try labeling something before knowing what this something really is.

i know you're concerned, and i really appreciate it. really. im someone who thinks more than i speak, and i do listen with due respect and reflect when you talk. but all i need is some trust. no one is perfect, and i admit i do make mistakes often. but please, have faith in me that i can learn from my mistakes.

alright, that's all i have to say. i wont let this affect my mood. im still a happy person!

hoping for a better day tomorrow.

2007-01-01T14:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!

1st jan 2007. nice date man.

went to yz's yesterday nite to play, had fun there. too bad i couldnt stay overnite, but it doesnt matter.

hmmm lets see...

woke up at 11, ate 'breakfast' then went on to wrap my new txtbooks. when i was wrapping my books, i thought abt the many things that happened last year, stuff like seeing ms loh cry, participating in the sch funfair, playing in the interclass frisbee competition, winning the creative show... so much fun we had tgt. it has been a great year, and now we must leave it behind and move on to 2007.

for me, will be looking forward to 2007, many new and exciting stuff in store for us as sec 3s. taking over the company, going for courses, learning new subjects. new classmates, new teachers, new environment. will be looking forward to all of these, but also keep in my mind the fun we had tgt as 2/5 '06. definitely will keep in contact with everyone.

now its 2007. we're upper sec now! bring it on! i will take on whatever is thrown at me!! sec3, HERE I COME!!!

2006-12-31T12:28:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR'S EVE.

31st dec today! 1st jan tmw!

2 more days to sch reopen!!

cant wait to see everyone again, see the new sec 1s, go back to my cca, do homework, study, woooooooooo i nver expected myself to say dis but, I MISS SCH!!!!!

i oso miss everyone else. esp 2/5!!!!

the lagging's dispersing, now i can get into blogger easily le. can play games again!

lets see... what happened a few days back...
ooh went to watch deathnote 2 with ben wj ziyi zm. nice show!! makes u wonder how japanese can think of such twisted plots and weird endings. go watch it if u like detective shows.

hmmm later probably going to yz's hse to countdown. this is probably, the best year i've ever been through. lots of frenship and love throughout this whole year of 2006. come to think of it, i've nver really knew what bonding meant until i came to 2/5. lots of class projects helped us learn to work tgt, class activities let us have fun as a class, lectures make us suffer and think as a class, exams make us stressed as a class. whatever we do, we do it as a class. thats what makes us so bonded.

Enthusiasm. Willingness.

i think the first thing on my new years resolution is: 1. Constantly keep in contact with 2/5 '06

a great and memorable year indeed. i don't want the frenship we have as a class to ever die.

im left with maths paper 3 part 2!

oh shit i haven wrap my books gonna wrap them tmw.

2/5 '06! WE MUST KEEP IN TOUCH!!

2006-12-29T20:05:00.000-08:00

WAH FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

took me like 3 days to get into blogger?

whats with the cables anyway? why only singnet lag, starhub no lag? argghhhh

but enuff with the grumbles, lets see what happened last few days....hmmmm

nth much actually, but today we went to jp to watch deathnote 2....woooooo so cool show!!! i like the way the story was woven, liked the ending, woooo nice story, juz tat left a few questions un answered.

weeeeeeeeeee i can use internet at last!!!!!!!!!

im left with maths paper 3 oni!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright, hope that when school reopens we'll still be able to go out and watch movie tgt occassionally. hope we wont forrget each other, will still keep in touch, still go out tgt, still have class outings tgt, still have a chalet and still have a xmas party.

going to beach road tmw to buy some sstuff for ncc during the cca open hse next sat.

its still xmas today! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

2006-12-25T02:57:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS OFFICIALLY CHRISTMAS DAY!!!

MEERRYYY XMAS!!!

went to cavin's hse juz now and completed the vid of everything throughout the year. heres the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26BWASwz1lM

heres a little sumthing else we did lol: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJcw-3MQz8I

alrite. its 2.39 rite now. christmas day really is a special day.

watched love actually juz now. very nice show.

to think of it, yet another year has flew pass us. chalet....xmas party....sentosa outing....so many activities....it all seemed like yesterday. all these pictures jus makes it harder for me to believe tat we must go into diff classes.

i really, really hope tat in the next year and the year to come, we will continue going for outings as a class and even have a 2/5 06' class chalet once again. cheers!

i guess my christmas wish is as simple as this.

grant my wish, please?

2006-12-22T00:16:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOSSI!

woo was it fun today or what?

went to ellise hse, had bbq, played guess who's santa, 'learn' how to play piano, exchanged gifts!!

its gd to spend quality time like this tgt as a class. its gd that not only the gays and the bonkers turned up, but other classmates who are still part of the family too. coz 2/5 would not be 2/5 without any one of us.

oh and thank you daisy for the cake!! its nice and i mean it. make more cakes next time for everyone's birthday!

thank you ellise and ur mum and mercy for being such great hosts.

thanks for the presents and thanks everyone who were at the party.

hehe tmw i gtg to sch at 7.30!! muahahahaha and im still here blogging! hehehe.

alright its time for me to slp now. bbyes ppl! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-19T11:19:00.000-08:00

went to buy the drinks for the xmas party in the afternoon. after tat went to wj's hse to play some games. say.. speaking of wj's hse...went there on sunday and saw this white colour cat at the void deck.

haha what a cute cat.

hmmm.. after going to wj's hse, went to imm with my mum and bro to eat dinner and walk ard. wooo its been so long since i last went there and wooo so much difference. the carpark's much bigger, theres an extension of shops, its hard to believe how imm was like in the past.

man...the journey home took 45 mins man! theres a huge tree that fell at some part of the highway, made the whole place all clogged up. the rain that lasted for a day really did leave an impact. i heard there were roads that were floaded wor.

hmmmm hope that on thursday there would be SUNSHINE!!

teach me how to wrap a present please.

2006-12-16T22:38:00.000-08:00

hmmm lets see...

went to buy books yesterday at new school. wah alot of ppl man.

after that to ben's, played some dota, some mahjong, then watched deathnote on the com. man i muz say death note very nice show leh. maybe becoz i like those detective show then got 2 very smart guys predicting each other's moves.

i wanna watch deathnote 2!! anybody wanna watch with me?

oh ya later going zhen's to play bowling. wooo lots of activities man! bought the books, gonna wrap them up soon.

20th dec!! 21st dec!!

cant wait for the day to come.

2006-12-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

as promised, im gonna post some of the pics i took during the trip.

nice clouds along the highway

lol. its not a hotel, its a CONDOTEL

our CONDOTEL room. haha

nice view from the balcony

nice fireworks!

saw this at a souvineir shop. nice slogan, but theres sumthing rong... hmmmm

wooo! elephant can shoot 3 pointer! but very unnatural though.

ahhhh theres a lion outside my window.

AHHHH theres a tiger outside my window!!

racoons are cute.

otters are cuter.

chicks are CUTEST.

AHHH STAMPEDE!

wahaha saw this at a toy shop. i seriously doubt u can find such a toy in singapore.

well, tats abt it. the trip was fun, though there werent any roller coasters... haha nonetheless its enjoyable. weeeeeee i wanna play go kart again!

off to bed.

2006-12-13T00:24:00.000-08:00

wooooooooooooooooooo IM BACK!!!

weeeee home is still the best.

hohoho took alot of pictures at the resort, gonna post them only tmw.

wooooooo the trip was quite fun, but dam tiring. so, gonna sleep soon. sitting in the car for like 3 4 hours not comfortable at all man! my body aching like siao. haha but the place was quite fun. I LIKE THE FIREWORKS

wooo stay tuned for the pictures!!

i'll be back tmw!

2006-12-11T01:27:00.000-08:00

weee its 1.30+ now.

tmw going vacation le! wooo wont be back till wednesday.

i have a feeling its gonna be reallly fun. woooo

i'll be back!

2006-12-09T13:03:00.000-08:00

CHUA Ling Fung.

hahaha was watching channel 5 last nite, saw this bodybuilder finals at the asian games. lol was super entertaining lah. haha. its not juz the body but the funny poses and the funny background music. and yea singapore won gold again. wooo he did us proud.

hehe going to malacca on monday. gonna be fun!! i wanna ride rollercoaster!!!!!

hmmm going ben hse later. stay at home nth to do man!

go singapore! win more gold medals!

2006-12-08T12:25:00.000-08:00

today is friday!

time passing so fast this few days, everybody's back from their trips.
running out of stuff to do le. all we can do is go to one fren's hse play play, do homework at mac, cant find other stuff to do...

so sian...nth interesting happpening recently...

yay monday im going to malaysia for holiday with my family! so cool man my dad's driving us into malaysia. nver try before, everytime go there take bus oni. now at least tat's something to look forward to.

hmmm probably gonna go out again later, its better than staying at home even worst, rot rot rot alone. lol. at least must meet up and rot together mah!

alright theres gonna be lan outing on 20 dec.

leaving hse soon.

2006-12-03T11:31:00.000-08:00

say....

everybody's talking abt it.

u hear it where ever u go...

u see it on the walls...

the day is coming.....

its 4th december tmw!!!!

hmmm whats this 4th december abt?

well, everyone's going on a journey or some sort tmw!

hardy's going indo....choir ppl are going malaysia....band ppl gonna have a camp...

guess theres not gonna be much happening for the next 4 days or so.

nonetheless, bon voyage to all those who are going overseas or camps, and have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY I RECOVERED!

sian...going to be boring next few days liao...

i need a life out of the computer world!!

2006-12-02T21:54:00.000-08:00

dam it im sick.

man... y today of all days? i dun rmb getting wet from rain... or maybe its juz a reminder for my to rest more...

ok whatever.

went to watch les miserables(how to pronounce tat?) yesterday at vj. was pretty cool, their singing was gd, juz tat a little soft. hmmm after tat 1 went to west mall there to da pao milo.

after tat reach home, watch tv abit, then dosed off. wake up today, felt like no energy, head abit pain... dam. fever again.

nvm im sure by tmw i'll be ok again.

quite tired le... gonna sleep soon.

nites

2006-12-01T00:55:00.000-08:00

juz came back from bbq at east coast,

had some fun cookin and stuff, toking, foolin ard, playing soccer, yea.

everytime i meet up with the ncc ppl, theres this weird feeling i get always.
my platoon mates, they play soccer, basketball, sports generally.

and me, what do i play? dota dota and more dota everyday. seriously, i cant even play basketball or soccer well. i got no sports. this leaves a very big gap between me and my platoon mates.

was thinking deeper during the taxi trip home. ever since i was young till now, i've never really got any serious injuries. in fact, i was scared to get injured.

am i scared of pain? i myself dont noe.

no sports, only games. i dun play bball well, i dun play soccer well. i guess my bro's rite when he said that i din have much of a live sitting infront of the computer everyday.

i've been trying so hard to fit in, but the gap is juz so big. i wanna click with the rest. i've tried so hard to, but its simply not enuff.

im learning about myself everyday ever since the day i was born.

its hard to be myself when theres so much going on arnd me.

tell me, am i weak? am i weak physically? emotionally? academcally?

whats going on?

i wanna be gd at what i do. i wanna be able to talk with my frens freely, regardless of race or gender. i wanna be fit. i wanna study hard. i wanna please my family. i wanna have a hobby. i wanna have fun.

i have so many wants. what can i do to fullfill all my wants? am i too competitive? or am i not competitive enuff.

i have so many questions tat are unanswered. so many things i dont understand abt myself.

tell me all the answers please.

im darn tired now. gotta sleep. today was a gd day, tmw's gonna be a better day.
musical tmw!

2006-11-30T01:50:00.000-08:00

hehehe

yay i changed my skin! i mean my blogskin!

hehe and its my favourite! cars! the movie oso my favourite!

haha yea got kinda bored juz now so decided to change m blogskin. cool man i like the red car in the show. looks dam nice.

yea.. tho its an animated film, still a good show.

gogo ppl go buy vcd to watch!

haha. ok its like 1.50 now le. not tired at all yet, but im gonna try counting sheep.

off to bed le.

bye!

2006-11-27T21:13:00.000-08:00

went to sch today morning to join in the symbolic move thingy.

pretty fun walking along the road from the old sch to the new sch. i really wanna spend more time with my class man.

was watching the vcd cars juz now. really good show. i realised tat pixar animated films are actually very good shows. its not juz funny, its got a meaning and a good storyline. not juz any cartoon for 3 year old children. so, ppl who think tat finding nemo and toy story are for small kids, think again.

hmmmm wait a minute, wheres my sch flag?

haha quite tired today, gonna sleep a little earlier. dinner tmw after cca anyone?

2006-11-26T13:09:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo!

went to the new sch yesterday to help as tourguides, was quite fun, but i cant really bear to move to a new location. well, but the new school does have some very nice facilities, like the auditorium! wow and the hall is like twice as big?

yea i guess the time we spent in the old school will remain as memories deep inside the back of our heads for a long long time.

then after the open house went to daisy's hse, hmmmm say, ddr and ctr is quite fun man. haha stepmania too. but i think i'll stick to racing games like carbon and most wanted.

since i completed carbon liao, i think its time to return to dota!! haha i'll never get bored of dota.

weeee i wanna make my rc-car go faster!

2006-11-21T20:48:00.000-08:00

im back to blog once again,

yesterday went to sentosa with 2/5, it was pretty fun. playing in the sea, dig up holes on the beach, make volcanoes and at the last part make a track for the ball to roll down from the hill.

i guess its moments like this tat keep us tgt as 2/5 '06

and it wont be the last outing man! we're gonna watch step up tmw! haha

after this im playing dota with the rest! hehe long time no play man!

theres gonna be many more bright days ahead for 2/5!

RC-car racing is fun!

i love my new blog background music LOL!

2006-11-16T12:59:00.000-08:00

eh....how come i cant change my font size and font type?

weird... got problem with blogger ah?

hmmm lets seee....lol yesterday during ncc training, some time during the lesson we were reveiwing some foot drills we learnt coz alot of ppl forgot... the seargeant was teaching one by one lah... it was raining...lol when it was my turn, i do the drill then when i lift my leg up and bang down on the floor tat time rite...then suddenly got one loud thunder booom. lol so coincidental man.

come to think of it, my name sounds like thunder god... rayson, lei2 shen2
for ur info tats thunder god in chinese. hahahaha

ok enuff of crapping...

hmmmm boring man this few days... when is monday coming!!!??

haha but i found myself a new hobby! i met some guy who wanted to sell me hes car juz now...took a look at the car, was quite good condition. hmmmm i might juz buy it. hes offering 120... pretty decent price for that car.

hmmmm yea maybe i'll make my way down to orchard later to take a look at the hobby stores they have there. i heard theres one at parklane shopping mall.

ok its time for lunch le.

sayo

2006-11-16T10:58:00.000-08:00

hm.... abit sian today, yet a little excited.
going for ncc later, got lots of test in store for us today...

yeah quite bored man...

actually is very bored man...

played dota juz now, but its no fun playing with strangers...

vulgarities here and there blah blah... spoils the whole purpose of gaming

was watching tv recently, realised got these commercials dam funny. abt mediacorp radio station one. lol. from classical to punk... from opera to rock... from rock to chinese classical... funniest one is... 95% class, 5% wild lol hahaha. muz watch the commercial then can understand y i think its funny.

speaking of tv... channel eight got nice show at 10.30 after news... ghostly ghostly...hmm interesting...

ok tats random.

canon in D to...CANON ROCK!!

ok i think im off to prepare liao... still gotta eat lunch and buy my badge...

bbyes ppl

2006-11-15T01:21:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last posted so imm here to post again!

really found nth to do this few days at home, so we organise outings!

west coast on monday, tho it rained and turned into a hse visit, bball today!

really really boring at home lah so yea, looking for a new hobby! im interested in RC cars!
not the old red small small one anymore! lol tat one crashed like siao liao ><

and heres another one abt a radio controlled real car. interesting....

2006-11-10T21:28:00.000-08:00

went for imt competition at nee soon camp today. went quite well, tho i did miss 3 or 4 shots.
it will be really cool if we can win something for commonwealth ncc unit yea?

but anyway after tat went for dinner wif hardy ben and wj at jp. 6 dollars for a meal at pizza place! tats quite cheap man. next time we go there eat again bah.
we saw ms leng there!

dam...i cant imagine wad next year's 3/3 will be like...even though most of us are here in the class, without sum of the rest, it's not gonna ever be the same again. and the more i think abt it, the more i think its important to keep in touch, dont let this strong frenship among us be thrown into the back of our brains like a lost memory.

sentosa outing, here i come!

and yea lets try to have as many gatherings as possible!

i dun wanna miss 2/5 06'! i wanna continue to be tgt with the class!

2006-11-09T21:14:00.000-08:00

sumtimes its hard to tell myself not to think too much, all the more to tell sumone else not to think so much.

but the more i think abt it, the more i miss being tgt with 2/5.

its sad to see some of our frens get left out like tat, out from the majority. maybe its wad they wanted, or maybe not, but i still feel that its dam sad tat things have to turn out this way. but all good things must come to an end rite? if not then they're not even called gd things le.

but nonetheless, i look forward to seeing my male frens wear long pants!

well, we must move on, theres no point dwelling over the past yea?

keep in touch ppl!

if u guys want any of the photos taken at the chalet, msn me!

2006-11-09T21:09:00.000-08:00

and thus, 3 days ended in the blink of an eye.

its been a very fun 3 days, there were ups and downs, but we ultimately enjoyed ourselves.
3 days flew past as we were enjoying ourselves. and so did the 2 full years.
so many sweet and bitter memories with the class, so much enthusiasm...

hmmm i guess im really addicted to my class, 2/5 06'

but i think its inevitable tat we will all split into different roads sooner or later.

but its still important that we keep the memories rite inside our head, so here are sum of the pictures taken at the chalet!

max, zhen, rey and cavin at the BBQ pit.
TONGMAN & TUA LENG KONG!

Yummy bbq food....

Everyone having fun with the sparklers!

Daisy so interested in my car?

haha the tua leng kong is dam cute

hardy's wearing pink and being crazy again!

What happened to zhen's eyes!?

Jun hong looks so innocent yea?

the lame zhou lame does it again!

haha...zm are u camera shy? okok juz kdding

hmmmmmmm..... tats alot of pictures...

pictures capture memories so im gonna continue taking them! glad tat i brought my camera along man!

the best thing is...theres still more to come! still got alot of pictures!

i will post them slowly in the posts to come.

stay tuned!

2006-11-06T09:38:00.000-08:00

its the chalet day today!

c ya everybody at pasiris later!

wooohoooo!

fun fun fun!

2006-11-05T22:51:00.000-08:00

WTF IS UR PROB MAN?

first its my bro, now its u.

i went to buy my rc car, coz u were always occupying the com lately. juz trying to find another form of entertainment or rather, hobby.

and juz now, coz i din noe u werent inside that air con room, i started to play my car. BLOODY HELL and u shouted at me: GO PLAY UR COM FIRST LAH!

DAM U LAH! WTF U WANT FROM ME? Y U SO BLOODY COCKED UP? Y U ALWAYS OPPOSE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i wanna play computer, u use. when i wanna play rc car, u say me kp. wtf lah.

IS THIS FAIR ANOT?

still say wad wanna reconcile with me.... im doing my part le. ur the one whose not initiating anything.

venting my frustration.

lucky tmw is the chalet already. 3 days away from her.

wont be posting anything until wednesday nite.

2006-11-03T08:48:00.000-08:00

crap man.

today i went to jp to buy a new car coz my current one was problematic. i thought that since im buying another one, i might as well get a better one, so i decided to buy the 25$ one.

but hey wtf when i came home i tested the car, lol its motor was dam noisy. my mum say it sounded like a lao pok car. lol. i think its not a car man, its a lorry!

dam i wasted my money. but lucky i figured out wads rong with my old car. its not the car, its the remote! sian i waste my money on sumthing thats lousier then my current car. sumtimes we have to learn the lesson through the hard way man.

but anyway i fixed the old car and its functional again! woohooo! its so fast....zoooooommm......

oh shit. its 12.45 le. tmw gotta wake up at 5.30!

time to go to bed!!!!!!!!

im so excited!!!!!!!!

2 more days..............

2006-11-01T11:13:00.000-08:00

DAM IT.

y are u there nagging all the way while im playing the computer with my frens.
y do u keep complaining abt ur lousy results, saying wad u reap wad u sow blah blah blah...

y r u trying to make ur problem MY problem?

y cant look on the bright side? letting one bad incident affect ur mood. then letting ur bad mood affect ur family members' mood.

look on the bright side bro. relax. cool down. theres no point regretting over the past. dun compare urself with the ppl arnd u. if they very hao lian, let it be lah. wads the point of dwelling over the past?

dun keep saying that others are better than u. dont u have any pride left in ur heart? so what if other ppl got officer when u oni got seargeant? does it even matter? y keep thinking of that? rank is just a peice of cloth.

cant understand. be happy can anot?

2006-10-31T23:29:00.000-08:00

didnt get to use the com yesterday so im here today.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZE XUN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BOSS! (blossom)

yea yesterday went to vivo... yea had some fun watching the 'movie' and walking arnd, got a rc car for myself...gonna play at the chalet man! oh shit i juz remembered...are there different frequencies?

oh no...but it doesnt matter.

had chinese remedial today...sleepy and boring man...still got homework some more... wonder if i shld do or not. hmmm...

11.30 le. gonna sleep soon tmw still got remedial...

hey i feel like going to sentosa! i nver go with u guys before!

2006-10-26T04:26:00.000-07:00

2/5 will be a legend forever as the most bonded sec 2 class!

its becoz of this strong bond and teamwork and enthuness tat we manage to win the creative show! (even though its abit screwed up) its gd to win sumthing as a class in or last project together.

hope tat next year we will mostly be back in our samee class again man. but its sad tat we have to move to new location... not only issit further from my hse, theres juz so many gd and bad memories here that i cant bear to part. nonetheless, its gd to have better facilities... hmmm is there gonna be dota in the new sch?

got my report book today. though its quite unfair that our art pulled us dwn, theres nth we can do and i think im still satisfied by my results yea? but its sad that next year i wont be up on stage to receive anymore prizes le. hmmm speaking of prizes... thanks for nominating me mr methias!

and so yea today is the last official day for us as a class to be in our same class room where so many bitter or sweet things have happened. hope that our new sch wld bring us new excitement and a stronger bond.

2/5 2006 will always remain as one no matter what class we get streamed into.

2006-10-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

once again after 4 years, its streaming!

im excited yes i am, but im dissappointed tat our roads no split.

nonetheless, looking forward is essential so tat we move on with life.

for me,
1st econs, 2nd phychem and 3rd biochem.(i wanted to put trisci but my mom wont let me)

i toked to my bro abbt econs. i told him i was afraid tat if i go econs, i wld have less time for the other subjects and wld struggle.

and then he told me this:

when u entered sec sch u chose the easy way out and din take higher chinese, now ur ur choosing the easy way out again.

tat sentence hit me hard. he oso said that even if i go phychem and have more time, i wld juz play computer games. man was he rite abt tat.

i think we muz push or else we nver noe what we're capable of.

but come to think of it... my percentage is 69.8
even so, my chances of getting into econs is not very high. 80/200... hmmm.

guess i'll juz have to enter my choices tmw and hope for the best.

gd luck to everyone &

thanks bro for making my decision a clear one.

2006-10-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

today is monday. tomorrow is marking day.

i think we're going swimming tmw. ice skating on wednesday. cool i've never tried skating.

its been a long time since i last posted. i juz realised... kok's in love with me! haha.

hmmm... i guess the reason y i havent been posting these few days is coz i really got nth much to say.

but i juz realised sumthing. everytime we dota, there are bound to be quarrels. and on the surface, this may look bad but if u look a little deeper, u wld realise tat actually this quarrels help us understand each other better.

i think we must learn from each fite and be more giving the next times.

so i guess im off to play black and white 2 a little while before sleeping.

darn im down with a very bad cold. wonder if i can make it for swimming tmw...

sickness is our body's way of reminding us to stay healthy and hygenic. ><

sayo!

2006-10-08T07:01:00.000-07:00

today is darn fruitless.

did absolutely nth today other than play computer. well, i did go ~~cut my hair~~. dam it my haird doesnt even look as if it is shorter by a cm lor.

shit tmw's maths and im still so slack??

hey but then again, how to study for maths?

wondering how im gonna fair for this exams. but frankly i dun really care no more. all i want is to be in the same class as everyone else.

tell me, is it ok to feel this way?

2006-10-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

hey all im back from the movie!! 911 is a must watch, very meaning full. very inspiring too.

when u cant move abit, with only one buddy 20 feet above u, ur dehydrated, ur knee is crushed, u r very tired, how would u feel?

is all hope lost? would u give up all u had and fall into a deep slumber, never to be waken again?

or would u bear in mind the good things in live, the things that u havent accomplished, ur loved ones?

when ur finally free through the help of strangers u didnt noe, and ur carried upwward, towards the light that seems so blinding, as people around u call out ur name, tapping ur shoulders saying, "u made it" and u can hear clapping in the distance, how would u feel?

so my dear friend, have hope in the future, be optimistic coz theres so many people out here who is helping u and supporting u. dont give up!

people! go watch the show!

HAPPY 54th BIRTHDAY PAPA!

2006-10-07T19:11:00.000-07:00

dinner with my family...

today we're celebrating my dad's 54th bday. haha going to eat zu chao!
after tat we're gonna watch 911! haha its gonna be a nite of fun.

hmmm. its 1 more day to maths,
2 more days to science &....
3 MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM!

wooohoooo!

lol. but tats not a gd mentality leh. now i cant get into the mood to study. its like im juz waiting for the exams to fly pass and then enjoy myself.

today went library oso never do anything much. haha.

yea so this is where my post ends.

off to feed my angry stomach!

2006-10-03T19:45:00.000-07:00

wowowow its exams period.

2 more days to hist exam and i havent started revising yet... hahas yea i think im over-slacking le. aim high rite?

hmmm asked yang lao shi about some streaming stuff today and realised tat i really have to buck up coz its never to late.

but anyway, was thinking about the old song canon in D juz now so went to youtube to search for vids about it. my god i found dam nice rock canon in D vids man. the guitarist really rocks lah.

heres the vid:

rock on man i wanna play as well as him too!

off to mug my hist stuff!

2006-10-01T22:36:00.000-07:00

populatrity, talents, fame, first impressions...

those it really matter?

all these are what others think about u, but who knows u better than you noe urself?

i'll be myself, no matter what others think.

who cares about first impressions and popularity anyway?

2006-09-30T20:07:00.000-07:00

just came back form the library. ~~completed~~ nearly completed the two maths papers. wah they are super hard.

when i look out of my window,
i see the numerous flickering lights,
far or near, clustered or scattered,
it gives me warmth.

a matchstick lights up a candle,
the candle lights up the next,
one candle after another,
it fills the picture with brightness.

lights shining behind a thin veil,
colourful and attractive,
hanging above me,
it colours up my night.

wondering what the hell im toking about?

its lantern festival today! theres a concert downstairs now, people singing songs, making kids do some silly stuff, riddles, lucky draws, blah blah blah

best of all, theres candle light everywhere downstairs and sounds of sparklers every now and then. reminds me of the times when i still went downstairs every year to play with fire. last time i like to wrap 6 sparklers together then light them up to make it fly like a rocket. and it actually works. haha

hmmm time really flies. now i dun even feel like going down to play with fire. in fact it seems quite lame to me liao.

but its really fun watching the kids play happily though.

guess im gonna enjoy the rest of the night in the noisy environment.

adios!

12am

2006-09-25T00:05:00.000-07:00

wooo.

grats rayson!
its 12am and im still blogging.
am i the champion or wad?

woohooo

lol. chatting with and old pri sch fren. long time never keep in touch with him le. so decided to tok a while.

heyhey. in fact, i havent accomplished a single thing today, or the whole weekend!
zzz. all becoz im forgetful. din bring home hist wb. sian lah muz do 3 chapters.

eoy is next week. cant believe im still playing dota.

speaking of dota... to everyone who plays dota out there, why do u play dota anyway? to enjoy urselves rite? yea so i think we shldnt get angry over a simple game like this. even if we do, we must learn to get over it yea? dun let a game which was supposed to let us bond, break the bond.

yea so lets move on with life and strive for the EOY!!

lol i sound like some PAP spokesperson trying to gain support for the elections.

ok whatever. abit freaked out by hist lately.

BBYES & GD NITES

good food

2006-09-21T21:26:00.000-07:00

just reached home after my father brought us for dinner at a food centre in taman jurong.

i ate rats' tails or mee tai bak. man its dam nice lah. sumtimes i think its good to have a taxi driver as ur father. u get to find so many places to eat good food and i think my father is like a street directory. its as if he noes every road in singapore lor.

ppl ur shld go try. its near chinese garden.

yay 2/5 got 2nd for the frisbee competition! but i believe there was a mistake in the participation of the matches leh... sum of u may noe wad im toking bout yea? but nvm its just a trophy.

yea and so we drift nearer and nearer to the eoy.

tats not the prob. the prob is, im not feeling stressed at all!!

The Chronicles of The Monstrous Pile of ICE

2006-09-17T14:47:00.000-07:00

LOL went to library yesterday to do some homework.

and oh man yesterday was so darn interesting lah. not the work, but the stuff that happened while we were doing it.

and i got this idea. maybe it can someday become a best selling horror movie.

...

it was a fine day.

6 teenage boys were studying at the library.

they had fun studying, laughing.

but

they had absolutely no idea what was in store for them during lunch.

...

after lunch.

they ate desserts.

ice kacang.

they carved shapes into the ice.

a cute little mountain.

never did they know that the monster was real.

they fed it.

and it ate up the whole spoon!

the boys could not bear, but they had to destroy it.

by eating it up.

...

THE END

ok lol i admit that was kinda lame, but yea it was fun making a statue out of a pile of ice.

Im glad things turned out fine in the end.

friends forever

2006-09-16T20:56:00.000-07:00

now i really understand the meaning of the phrase,

朋友之间，永不会有隔夜愁。

truely, i think true friends should never have overnight anger. yea so classmates of 2/5, keep this in mind and whenever u feel angered at ur friend, rmb to find a solution to the problem, dont ever try to find the cause becoz it only leads to more probs.

lets cherish our time together and enjoy ourselves as much as possible!

dun feel like doin anythin

2006-09-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

yoyoyoyoyo

no homework for today...suddenly feel dam sian.originally playing bball at sch one lor... then it rained. why does it always rain when we're about to start playing? hais and the frissbee competition was cancelled.

so sian today lor. i cant think of anything to do for the rest of the night. dun feel like playing games, dun feel like revising for eoy, dun feel like playing guitar, juz dun feel like doin anything lah.

hais...wads going on down here?

maybe i should really start to get serious with the eoy stuff.

aiyah juz feel so sian now. guess i'll juz continue listening to music and doin nth bah.

new specs...wooo

2006-09-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

its been 5 days since i last posted.

hais.. now tat its nearing eoy, everytime i turn on the computer, my mum would start to sing her lovely lovely tunes. then not long after my dad will join in with his background music. soon my bro will start to chant. even my sis oso start to sing opera songs.

lol. so everytime i on the computer, the whole house will turn into a huge concert hall.

see the power of metaphors? lol k lah im a little crazy with literature nowadays. its getting so dam cheme lah.

hais i guess tats the way my family show their concern bah. but sumtimes its not as if i dun set my own time limit mah. do i have to put a large alarm clock in front of the computer?

man im addicted to another game. shit and its so close to eoy liao. its no wonder my family started to sing songs.

haha but who cares lah...

i care.

yea man i got my new specs le!

I am so in deep shit

2006-09-08T23:21:00.000-07:00

hais im so dead lah.

2 more days before sch reopens and yet im still left with 25 newspaper articles. whats more? i left my hist stuff in class lah. hais

and like wtf if 'that teacher who took my name' is gonna send us for detention and i havent done my homework... i cant imagine whats gonna happen man...

funny thing is, even so, i still went on playing dota from 8.30 till now, and im only juz abt to go prepare my uniform for tmw's orienteering. oh shit. tmw orienteering then i got even less time to do my hw. coud it get any worst than dis?

lol aiyah hecks lah. should juz take it easy. at most i sleep 2 hours less every nite?

haha afterall, relaxed is my way of life.

seems like alot of things are happening during the holidays... all i gotta say to everyone with problems out there is: take care, dun think too much and everything will fall into place nicely. trust me. =)

adios and off i go to prepare my no. 4!

bball and bowling all the way

2006-09-06T18:50:00.000-07:00

basketball and bowling simply rocks lah. especially when it is played with a big group of friends.

but whenever i think about my homework... the word that comes to my mind is: SIAN!

crap lor...i havent even done one piece of homework yet... tats why tmw muz go library do homework!!

today i realised one thing: when u play sports, u muz play relax relax. or else, u will juz end up screwing up everything. at least tats for me lah.

man...hardy u dam lucky lor! make me lose the bullet! watch out next time i wont give chance le!!! XD

and so thats how the day ended.

holidays are juz like sch days

2006-09-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

lol actually when we always look forward to sch holidays, if u think twice, its juz like normal sch days.

except for the fact that u can reach sch at 9.

yea and so today i reached sch at 9 for CL remedial then after that went to macs and then to play bball.

today was quite fun lah, played with some strangers yea.

yea tats all... not much mood to rite alot.

DAM IT I HATE PPL PEEKING INTO MY INBOX

4th... still not bad

2006-09-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

hahas... yea we got 4th for the interclass... but nvm its better than nth

went to sch at 8, played a little bit before the matches started at 9.15.

after the thing i went to jec with the rest, had lunch and played some arcade. man, i need to brush up on my basketball too. lol hardy, bervyn, shih hua and masaki made prank calls to alot of ppl.

yea and so the day passed fast and we had dinner then i went home.

reached home, had a change of clothes then went to lot 1 again with my family. then my mum got me a new pair of specs, gotta wait one week before collection though. darn my degress increased by 25 on both eyes...

yea and so thats it for today. sian man, tmw 9 to 3 got chinese remedial... gonna be soo sian.

and i havent even touched my holiday homework yet... shit.

Boring day

2006-09-03T18:38:00.000-07:00

man yesterday and today are so dam boring.

dun feel like doing my homework, dun feel like playing the com, nobody to play bball with me.

then today actually wanted to go play myself but when i reached the bball court, THERE WERE NO RINGS. wtf where did the 2 rings go?

hais so stayed at home, did nth much and pretty sian for the whole day.

but hey, tmw's bball! think im gonna go to sch at 8 then play abit on my own first. too bad jun hong and zhen cant come... so we asked max to come along too.

yea and tats it.

need a new pair of specs man.

My humps

2006-09-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-WUOWstqn0

dam funny video about the song "my humps"

din wanna post it directly cos i scared ppl sue me lol. XD

go watch it, its dam funny.

new blog and blogskin at last

2006-09-02T10:29:00.000-07:00

yes i finally put aside my laziness and found a new blogskin and created a new blog.

so many days havent been posting liao. quite many things happened the past few days. we played bowling, basketball and soccer. yesterday went to zhen's condo to play bowling, then basketball, then dinner.

reached home at 9, looked for a nice blogskin, then fell asleep.

teachers day eve on thursday, din visit my primary sch coz i doubt my teacher rmb me anymore and i have no friends to go with me. lol my pri sch friends all not enthu one lor. besides, i dun wanna go back to pri sch with SUMBODY. XD

so, we went out, played basketball and bowling again.

haiz dis weekend is gonna be boring... no acivities going on. i guess i'll use my free time to chiong my homework and brush up on my guitar stuff. man i suck at guitar lah.

heyhey but my new skin is about a black ibanez guitar! hehe too bad mine is a red one but same model nonetheless.