Time is the most precious of all things.

why?

Because of its versatility. Time can be everything, it can also be nothing at all.

Most say that teenage years are the most important years of our lives. Nah. i feel that teenage years aren't as important as childhood years.

i'm a strong believer of nurture, not nature.

whatever happens during childhood years form the foundation of our lives. whatever skills you learn during childhood will develope to become your talents. whatever you do during your childhood will become your interests.

heres where good family and peer guidance steps in.

But then again, if you did nothing during your childhood years, played no musical instruments, did no sports, refused to work hard on your studies, its never too late to start.

thats why i feel teenage years are the 2nd most important periods in life.

as long as you are curious, you are interested, you are passionate, you want to do well eventually in life and most importantly if you are not embarrased about being late,

its never too late to start.

that's exactly what i'm gonna do.

lets see.... apart from real ferraris, miniature ferraris rock too!

here's a 1/10th scale F430 radio controlled car.

it doesnt have a 4.3L v8 engine, but it does have a cool 23turn motor running on a TT01 chassis.

best thing is... I OWN ONE!

alright, im back to post once again.

few days earlier was wednesday, an interesting day indeed. hmmm well i guess we shouldnt have dispute over tivial stuff like blogs or how much attention is given into whatever or whoever.

to simply put it, less attention doesn't necessarily mean less interest.

sometimes we just unfortunately have responsibilities at hand that we cant put out full attention into other things. well, i just hope that everything goes back to normal.

well thursday was the class outing, it was rather fun. everybody's blogged abt it somehow or rather, so i'm not gonna repeat the same old stuff again.

really looking forward to the post exam periods... can't stand the business any longer.

CHALET PEOPLE!

today's car is a more recent F430. not just a remod of the 360 modena, its a totally different car all in all. definitely much more beautiful than the 360 in my opinion. its simpler yet more dynamic and distinct.

with a 4.3 L V8 engine at 490 HP,

from 0-60 mph in 3.5 secs

Now thats what i call

form and function truly meets.

i realised that bloggers are like critics of everything.

we talk abt movies, books, tv shows, everything.

today im gonna talk abt a movie i just watched,

ratatouille. (rat-a-too-ee)

its a pixar movie, so you can expect the usual stuff like

cute cuddly and furry creatures,

cartoon-like humans,

tonnes of colours!!!

and of course, a simple moral behind each story.

each pixar movie is like a fable i realised.

ratatooee is no exception. nice and cute movie, funny at times, it makes u feel like a child again.

go watch it if ur a fan of simple plots and cute cuddly creatures.

and for the usual feed of ferrari,

the 360 modena.

not so recent, but still pretty fresh.

great design with a simple yet intimidating shape.

the beauty of simplicity.

GIFTS.

are they a sign of friendship,

or

are they the cost of friendship.

well i guess if we consider it as a cost, then we'll live miserably in this earth, constantly thinking about how much your gift will cost.

if its sincere, you won't care what others say if you bought a 1 dollar gift. not even the person receiving the gift.

so

is it worth it to spend money of gifts?

i say

definitely yes.

oh yes. ferrari's latest masterpiece.

Pininfarina 4/5

makes me wonder where they get these ideas.

damn.

i want one.

I realised that sometimes,

You can find extraordinary things everywhere you go.

extraordinary = out of the ordinary.

hmmm... why's that key out of place?

Notice anything different?

Heh. how did that pie get in there?

Moral of the story: take a closer look at the things around you. you might find something interesting or out of place yea.

Freakin nice car man.

Ferrari Hamann 599 GTB

FF - Ferrari™ Freak™.

enjoy your day.

hey ppl,

been a long time huh?

feel like its kinda like my responsibility to post so that ppl who visit my blog wont feel dissapointed.

so...

thx for reading this post, i have fufilled my responsibility by posting.

once again thanks,

if you're still disappointed...

tell me bout it.

thx.

yea.

bye.

sayo.

nara.

bye.

hi.

sup?

BYE.

hey have u guys seen transformers?

if not, go watch it. its full of action and great effects. nice message too.

yea watched it today and thought it was really gd. wonder if its because the direstor is michael bay, or because steven speilberg is the executive producer.

anyway, go watch it and u mite find urself addicted to giant shapeshifting robots.

i'll be looking forward to the sequel. XD

hey peeps.

sunday today. the end of my 3 days home alone. going for spec course tomorrow morning.

this 3 days i've learnt how hard it was to maintain a house and keep it functional. it was a fun 3 days of unlimited freedom, but if given another chance, i wouldnt wanna be home alone again. cant stand the loneliness.

gotta cherish what ya got now and not take things for granted.

once back from course i would be darn packed day in and day out doing homework.

for now, why not just put all troubles beside and do my best during the course? yea im aiming high in this course.

i need to be more responsible. i need to be more dedicated and commited. i need to be more hardworking. yea.

most of all, i need to be myself once again.

tatas people, see ya guys in another 4 days.

alright im feeling healthy again after days of loose stool.

tonnes and tonnes of holiday homework!!!

barely even scrathed that pile of worksheets yet. damn.

so much to do, so little time.

parents going overseas tmw morning until next monday. haha let me learn to be independant. 3 days all on my own. survivor skills.

speaking of survivor... i think there should be a series held in singapore called

Survivor Singapore: The Concrete Jungle.

hahaha but its true isnt it? thats what makes us so special and different from other countries.

a little something to think about here: technology. it allows us to have control over everything, except technology itself.

how true is that?

---

eating healthy and constant regular training is what i need to keep fit.

a clear mind and constant revision is what i need to score well.

my goals have yet been achieved.

on and on i'll go...

hey peeps.

man, it feels seriously good to be back from those camps one after another.

guess you'll never learn to appreciate what you have until you step out of your comfort zone.

never knew sleeping for only 3 hours a day can lead to so many problems. shows how important sleep is really.

haha im just glad to be back. enough about camps.

holidays. defined as times when the pace of life slows down a little, alowing some extra time to study, do what you enjoy, go out with friends.

speaking of speed... 6 days im gone and already so many things have happened.

learned so many things in the last six days.

its not about how smart you are, but how you are smart.

short term desires causes one to go around in circles, never finding a true path in life.
on the contrary, long term goals alow one to slowly step by step move in life, finding progress and growth on the way.

give up your short term desires for long term goals.

i nearly died of complacency i realised. now i'll work my way back up again.

the glory is not in how you have not failed, but in rising from you failures everytime.

stand back up everytime you fall.

i will take whatever the world throws at me from now on.

HERE I COME!

woooohooooo

sorry for that period of postless blog, got some prob with the template, but its solved! and sorry for the long time without updates, was busy studying for exams.

muahaha love this skin. FREEDOM. from stress, from undesirable emotions, from any unneccesary stuff.

holidays, got time to update blog le!

let me post something interesting for a new blogskin.

let me tell you guys a story of 2 cats.

here are my 2 female neighbourhood cats. the one on the left is called chou4 tou2. (smelly head in chinese) the one on the right is called rou2 rou2. (cuddle cuddle in chinese) don't ask how i named them.

anyway, rou rou is an all time favourite here due to her cute and cuddly ways and nice patterns on her body. (can see by her name lah). chou tou is a rookie, newly introduced by whoever was her owner. and it seems that she is starting to gain popularity due to her loyal behaviour and smooth black fur and white paws and chest and the little bell on her collar.

and it seems like rou rou is getting very greenly jealous of chou tou's existence!

watch as rou rou skillfully sneaks up to chou tou.

i guess this is their way of fighting. u never know, maybe i an intense mind battle is going on in the 2 cats' heads.

they'll never get bored of looking at each other even after so long haha.

yep so thats something interesting that i saw this morning.

alrite thats the end of my first post on this new blogskin.

i'm off to bed!

I just finished reading the book "who moved my cheese" by doctor spencer johnson.

a very good book, i must say.

the book hit me real hard. i realised what was keeping me from achieving my grades.

life has definitely changed for me, sec 3 is definitely different from sec 2. tougher, more examinable subjects, more responsibilities, more projects, etc. the world around me has changed, but i asked myself: have i changed?

i realised that i havent. not that i couldnt, but i wouldnt.

i wanna have fun. who doesnt? studying is tough work. who likes it?

but when i saw my frens top the class for many subjects, i asked myself: which is better? having fun now and not reaching my self expectations or working my heads off now and be satisfied by my grades?

the answer is obvious.

no doubt, its gonna be a tough job. its gonna require alot of discpline. but i believe discpline comes naturally after commitment and determination.

now its 12 days from my actual mid years, kinda late for me to wake up isnt it?

i'd say nah, better late than never.

keep moving with the cheese.

savor the adventure of changing and enjoy the taste of new cheese.

time for a change.

alrite, i am back once again to update my oh, so dormant blog.

also because SOMEBODY called me an irritating, lazy blogger. i wonder who that somebody is man. haha.

alrite, back to topic. lets see... today was councillor investiture, quite successful i would say. guess the many days of staying back in school till 7.30 really payed off. seeing this year's sec 4 step down, i thought abt what next year's investiture would be like, what kind of performance would be put up by us. come to think of it, a year has just gone by so quickly, soon it'll be our turn to step down.

yea enough about council board, tmw's cross country day! haha wonder how i'd perform.

ok sry but i have really no idea of what to blog no more. haha alrite good luck to those running tmw, try ur best, have fun! bye ppl, im off to dota!

haha ok time to update. my blog's dying already.

dun really noe what to blog abt, but maybe i'll juz tell ya guys abt the pass few days.

friday:
went for games day. enjoyed myself, was in the eco race haha. after games day we went to watch pursuit of happyness. i was really happy, coz many many ppl went! was a really meaningful show, got lots of substance put into it. very worth watching for you guys out there who just cant find a reason to smile. you gotta work for it. yep, and it was a great day.

saturday:
went to sch for meeting, after tat went to library. supposed to do hw, but turns out that i only manage to touch 1 question. haha guess i cant really concentrate when im outside my hse. but, anyway my main objective there wasn't to complete my hw, but to meet up once again with everyone and have some time tgt. haha we had fun tgt alrite.

today:
hmmm went to watch wj's hair being cut. haha the aunty was friendly, maybe i'll consider going there for a cut nxt time. then went to wj's hse. its been a long time since i visited his hse, and it kinda brought back some nice memories. tekken5 and DON! haha some day lets go bowling at zhen's condo!

haha its kinda ironic. holidays. hmmm its a one week break, but it seems to me that the only day i have a break is thursday. the rest of the days, im busy with other stuff. hmmmm but still, it feels gd to have march holidays.

lets go out again sometime this week!

did quite alot of self reflection today.

sometimes i say that thinking too much is not good. what i actually meant, was that everybody must think and self reflect, but during this time, think of solutions to your problems whatsoever, and not dwell upon the causes of these problems, as that would lead to even more problems.

today, i finally realised how far behind i was. people arnd me noe what they're doing, and me, i'm clueless abt my stuff, i dont understand my work, i dont noe why im doin it.

i thought abt it, its all a chain reaction. you lose ur attention during one lesson, dont catch what the teacher says, dunno how to do the homework, dont understand the topic, which all eventually leads to failure to understand the whole chapter.

tats y i finally noe why every lesson, no matter how insignificant it is, is very important.

i wanna catch up with the rest, i wanna do well in my studies. i've been distracted by too many things the past 2 months, and its time i woke up and start to pia. for the past 2 months, i had the energy, and willingness, but all i needed was motivation.

now that i've got my motivation back, nothing can come between me and my grades anymore.

determination. i'm going back to study for tmw's hist test.

games day in 2 days. for some reason im not excited yet. well, nevermind.

sigh...

feeling very bored today. i don't know how to describe it, but its just sian...

im trying very hard to suppress this feeling, but no matter how hard i try, its still there, when i do my work halfway, i find myself losing concentration. games cant take away this wierd feeling. i dunno, it just feels weird when you dont do sumthing that u usually do everyday.

hmmmm wonder how i can get rid of this feeling. im not sad, nor disappointed whatsoever, its just totally weird. hmmmm.

weird. i wish i can be like i used to be, carefree and free of any worries.

nonetheless, tmw's a maths CT, and for the first time i feel so free that i can study for it. so im gonna practise some problems and aim for an a1 for tmw's test.

wish me luck!

well i've finally found the time to keep my blog alive, been really busy the past few days. just cant find the time to sit down in front of the electronic box and type some words out.

many things happened during the past week, im lazy, cant be bothered to list everything down. its gonna be boring to read too. juz felt that things could have went much better, though everything now is good already.

2 more months to taking over the company, yet we're still having disputes among our platoon. not a good sign, but i always think that through such disputes come understanding and acceptance. like what kenny said, why waste effort in trying to change sumthing that u cant when u can put more effort into improving other stuff? yea. its really time to learn how to accept each other for who we are, not who we appear to be.

IMT last friday went very well though. yea man.

but nonetheless, im still a happy person, trying to ignore everything else tat's unhappy. only a positive attitude can help u with ur work. tats wad i believe.

alrite its getting late. time to zZz. bbyes ppl!

haha its new years' eve today!

1 hour before chinese new year! haha happy CNY in advance!

haha its been a happy week, and i have a feeling its gonna be a happy year ahead!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

haiz sian tho im happy, my bro's not. wonder wad's got into him, today he was in a very bad mood since morning, i want but dunno how to help.

nvm im sure everything's gonna be alright tmw.

ANG PAOS!!!! INCOME!!!

hahaha im dam excited abt CNY man.

alrite gonna watch some tv now!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN! HOPE U LIKED THE PRESENT WE GAVE U!

did u enjoy urselves at sch today? i sure did. haha today was a very fun day, at vivo was fun, too bad there werent dominoes for us to play with. but anyway it was fun juz gathering on a special day like this, when we get halfday of lessons and celebrate 2 special occasions at once.

haha seems like we had much fun exchanging presents today. lol the girls very gd man, go to school and go home with lots of roses and presents, guys go to school with lots of presents and go home. haha but its ok, as long as we're willing to give.

hope you liked my present hannah. and petir is pronounced as "pee-ter" hor! not "per-tear" =D

tomorrow's total defence day! gotta iron my uniform nicely tonite, tmw wearing it to sch!

yep, im very proud of my cca.

off to iron my uniform.

heys ppl!

well, firstly about yesterday's steamboat. its rocked! haha thanks everyone for being so sporting and enthusiastic abt the steamboat. we'll all work towards more outings like this in future!

haha did many things there, steamboat, played murderer, blindmice yadah yadah. lol. then at the last part hannah fell again. u gotta be brave hannah! pain is good.

yep so the steamboat was successful, next activity would be on saturday 24th feb. weee really hope that everyone can go.

then today i watched apocalypto. its easy to pronounce!

the show was meaningful, but the violence was rather unneccesary. nonetheless, great show.

valentine's coming! CNY's coming!

lets have fun!!

so many birthdays recently, no money to buy presents.

but still, its the thoughts that count.

anyway what a day it was for me today. not gonna mention anything about what happened, its gonna make me look like some pai kia.

forgive me teacher.

confusion.

many things going on in my mind rite now. and i still have to read up on my A maths.
cant concentrate at all. i wanna sleep before its too late, then i can be more attentive in class.

but all in all, juz let nature take its course, and everything will work out somehow. i believe it will.

ello ppl!

yesterday was out whole day, morning played bball, afterthat went to WM to buy present, then went to daisy's hse to bake the cake. was fun, turned out that cake baking was not as easy as it seems.

and at westmall, i came to know abt sumthing i shouldnt noe. =D

but anyway, today went to queensway with my mum to get myself a pair of shoes. i got caught for wearing my current shoes coz it wasnt white, its light brown. sian. i got a pair of asics, white silver and abit of red. hmmmm i quite like it, but i still prefer my current shoes.

but i think sports shoes dont have to look very nice, more importantly is the durability of the shoes. thats why i picked asics.

hehe i juz realised that my whole family is a fan of asics, including me.

sch tmw again. i dunno why, but i cant bear to not see everyone, especially you, even for a single day.

homework still uncompleted. gonna finish it now.

ahhhh........

the satisfaction....

woooo......

i completed 4 essays is less than 4 hours! wahhh ssoooo shiok juz finished writing 4 essays for my NCC post application. wah dam shiok man! 4 essays!!

now im polishing my boots, getting my uniform ready for tmw's parade. we're getting our coporal ranks tmw!

yea gonna sleep immediately after i finish polishing my boots.

darn tired man.

its all self contradictory.

i made the choice myself, but now i regret.

regrets regrets regrets. is there anyway i can get them out of my life?

bad decisions, mistaken judgements, all are part of life. as much as i hate them, i have to accept the fact that all these stuff are still part of life. without bad things, we wont understand wad good truely means.

so face the next day with a smile and enthusiasm.

im off to do my mountain of hw now. all distractions, get lost pls!

alrite, its gonna be yet another happy day tmw. :D

you'll never know how bad something really is until you've experienced it yourself.

lol juz sumthing i realised today, after sch.

really got not much time to blog this few days, always reach home abt 7 plus, then do sum hw, feel sleepy, wash face brush teeth, sleep. everyday oso lidat. no time to play until weekends! but its alrite for me, coz i kind of like this kind of life. haha i dun mind sleeping late everyday when i can see all my frens the very next day.

and so i think tmw is gonna be yet another good day. i hope theres english remedial, then everyone can study together again. =D

received chinese CT marks today, quite pleased with my marks. many ppl from 3/3 failed, luckily i passed. got 64 marks, highest from the class is 68.

highest from 3/4 is 73 if im not rong. and theres 3 of them! wah wads going on!?

lol nah its ok lah anyway i passed im contented liao thinking bout how many ppl failed. for those that failed the test, try harder next time! for those that passed, be humble!

ah and after sch, some thing happened but i shan't mention wad happened.

step on it some more bah. im ok with it. =D

i wonder how ppl sell those sea dragon things in a package. its quite interesting how come the eggs can hatch and the hatchlings can grow into small fish like things 1 cm long. hmmmm maybe i should go find out more abt them.

see everyone again tmw!

hehehe went to library today to do some work.

it was fun meeting everybody again, see everybody smile and laugh.

next week on again!

theres an addition to the family yesterday!
hahaha not what u'll think, its tat my sis's fren gave her a new black hamster. omg its dam cute lah. the cheeks for some reason always so fat de. then when sleeping it will roll up like a ball.

heres a picture i took of it.

its called charcoal. lol its dam cute man!

"let me out!!" says brownie(the name of the brown one) hehe

my mum today oso clearing up her room and found this 100 year old game console.

wooo it comes with 2 controllers and a gun! coolness! wonder if it still works

i think my house is turning into a zoo. 3 hamsters, 18 fishes, used to have 1 rabbit budden gave it away le.

haha sumtimes juz by observing very usual stuff arnd u can be so much fun.

lessons starting tmw,

CHINATOWN!!

yay im back from the camp!

the camp was seriously fun, nothing i've ever experienced before. solo night walk was cool, high rope elements, team activities. i must say, the only thing that affects the amount of fun that we have, is how enthu we are.

and 3 days flew pass really quickly, with a campfire last night. today was kind of hard for us to bear with pulau ubin and the instrustors, everyone was in some way sad that we had to leave to resume our usual lives and for some, tears were even shed. but it was a really enriching experience, i learned alot and im sure everybody feels the same as me.

during the camp, i saw many kinds of strong characters, many different strenghts and weaknesses of ppl, including myself. i must say, chek goo (how to spell??) is a really good leader and a very good ppl manager.

everybody dance now!
boom, clap, boom
2 times!
boom, boom, clap, boom
3 times!
boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom
lets break it down now!
boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap, boom, boom, clap

Oolaalaaa....~

hahaha yea and so the camp ends with a few tear drops, lots of new frens, many many gd experiences and a whole lot of body aches.

it feels good to be back home, but i wanna go back to ubin again!!

yea man, lessons are beginning this sunday!

library tmw!

adverse situations.
when one is put in an adverse situation, he or she truely matures and gains understanding of how the human mind works, how to be more sensitive to others and how to manage ppl.

if it doesnt, kill you, it makes u much stronger in the mind and body.

lvl camp's tmw!

seems to me like im the only one whose excited among the rest of my frens. hmmm camps are supposed to be fun, so im looking forward to it. even though the ppl we're camping with isnt as close as last year, its a gd chance to get to noe sum of our new classmates.

but not to forget, share the enjoyment with 2/5 classmates!

hehehe im getting all high and excited that i cant sleep! weeee i love camps!!!!

see everybody tmw!

work load everyweek is increasing week by week man.

cant afford to spend so much time on the computer anymore. gotta spend more time on wads concrete, like homework or music.

problem is, i cannot concentrate! i cant sit down for more than 1 hour doing homework.

but anyways, we gotta buy new shirts and pants soon! esp those with lots and lots of BIG pockets! hahahaha CNY is the time to collect ang paos!!

sec 3 level camp is wednesday. how i missed the times we had in sec 2 nyaa camp with the rest of the class. hmmm can we do this camp again? i wish we could.

bear in mind that when i say i miss 2/5, i dun mean i dun wanna make new frens with my new classmates yea? so yea. kind of late liao. i think i gonna sleep soon le.

gd nites ppl!

went to ben's today to celebrate wj's birthday. great fun gathering everyone tgt to celebrate. i really, REALLY want more of such gatherings.

we played playstation, mahjong, pig game, cut birthday cake, very fun. but too bad there wasnt any ctr... yea sad.

took a few pictures today but im dam lazy to post them up. i dont noe y.

did alot of thinking juz now. seems that everyone's doing alot of thinking, just like me. hmmmm. wads going on?

sometimes i wonder...
Am i good enough...
Do i have to constantly value add my self...
Will i ever get a chance to do some thing...
Can i just be myself...




for you.



Is it fate?

Or maybe i am just thinking too much.

Common test today was total crap. dunno y i have a tendency to fall asleep during common tests. ><

mum ordered a new desk for me. its arriving on thursday. thanks mum.

dun feel like posting anything today so im gonna stop rite here. gonna sleep quite soon. ncc tmw. CNC! here i come!

juz got my hair cut in the morning. lol everyone keep saying how come my hair nver get caught. make me scared. sian man the barber once again cuts very little, look as if nver cut liddat.

i juz realised that my new class is dam quiet. its not like when we were in 2/5, every lesson so noisy and theres always laughter. now all that has changed.

i miss all the ppl from 2/5 man. i miss the noisy lessons then there will always be somebody who would shout QUIET! i miss the lame jokes we crack in class. i miss my mischeivous and fun classmates who i only get to see during recess and after school now.

and tats y i cant wait to get back in sch tmw to see everybody.

weee the open hse was dam fun.

our booth was quite successful, cept for the fact that the projector broke down halfway and the ppl were not able to see ncc's very nice power point. other than that the skit went well, many audiences, we all did a very gd job.

well done ncc!

hmmm its fun sometimes to participate in this kind of stuff. get to noe all the ccas, get to do something for ur own cca, crap arnd, ya.

sunday tmw, im left with 2 chinese bao zhang bao dao and 4 mindmaps. gonna chiong all tmw. i love homework! keeps me occupied, keeps my family from nagging, gives me sumthing to discuss with my frens with! gimme some more!

I WANNA PLAY PIG GAME!!!

ok tats random. but can we like find a day when everyone can stay back and then we go one class and play pig tgt? (aiyah dunno wad tat game is called lah what level 1 pig to levl 7 pig tat one? sounds fun leh)

ok im off to play abit of games. its time to relax after a looong and tiring day of work.

bbyes ppl! kind of high today yea?

bobo signing off!

just came back from ncc juz now. we stayed in sch till ard 7.30.

tmw is the CCA open hse. NCC will be doing a short skit for the sec 1s to see what's so fun abt ncc. its kind of a funny skit, shoot here shoot there, die, the usual stuff.

did CNC juz now. (it stands for comand and control) made me understand how hard it is to stand in front of a platoon and give them commands and such. it takes a whole lot of practice and high confidence.

practiced for the skit till im dam tired now liao. super tired. i think i need to sleep soon but wait. dam my uniform and my boots.... guess i wont be sleeping until 11.

be back tmw to talk abt the open hse.

dam tired.

today is the first day of sch in 2007

a very hectic day for me, went to sch early at 6.30, got briefed and stuff, had breakfast, listen to talk, icebreackers, teached sec ones how to tie their ties, lunch, played games with them.

this year's sec ones look very cute, or maybe we oso looked as cute when we were in sec 1. nonetheless majority of them were quite enthu, a few look scared, a few quiet quiet, the rest still very participative during the cheers and games.

hmmm i have yet to see wad my classroom looks like. looking forward to tmw. heard of my subject teachers, feel quite satisfied, saw the new timetable, not satisfied. it ends at like...4.30pm? wth i'd rather not have that 10 min break between each class man.

today has been a tiring day, got to noe sum new sec 1s. cant wait to start lessons, see how our teachers are like and what the subject is abt. wonder who are my new class mates... hmmmm

alrite gonna sleep early today again, its raining now but its gonna be a bright,bright sun shiny day tmw.

off to sleep. zzzzZ

haiz...just as one problem gets solved, yet another one arrives.

appearing out of nowhere, you juz fetch me home liddat. first thing's first, wheres my freedom? is there a lack of trust between us? why can't you trust my sight, i know who my friends are. wait, let me rephrase that: i KNOW my friends. why is it that in your eyes, playing basketball every saturday morning, hanging out together to talk is bad behaviour? don't sis and bro do it too? is it because of my age? is 15 years old still considered young? yes, i know i lack of experience and i may not have the wisdom to see through my friends, but at least trust me. if i fall, i WILL bring myself back up. sometimes people really DO have to learn it the hard way ya know? that's all im asking for, trust.

sometimes ppl have to see the importance of interacting with one another. humans are social creatures afterall, we need to communicate. that's what makes us different from other mammals. so why is it that in your mind, a good boy would go to school, attend lessons, after school immediately rush home to do revision. why would you think that recess and breaks are enough for us to interact?

when i was still in sec 1 and 2, i did not see the importance of interaction. after school, first thing i wanted to do was to rush home. for that i did not communicate much with my friends, and did not have any close friends at all. since sec 2 mid year, i started hanging out with friends. its only then that i realised how much i did not know about the human mind, and how much i did not know about myself. i feel that its only through interaction can we discover more about others and ourselves. when you communicate, you see the different problems ppl face, what they do when they encounter such problems and through these you see what his or her personality is.

its not about talking cock, its about knowing more about each other, not out of curiosity, but out of care and a willingness to help. so please don't try labeling something before knowing what this something really is.

i know you're concerned, and i really appreciate it. really. im someone who thinks more than i speak, and i do listen with due respect and reflect when you talk. but all i need is some trust. no one is perfect, and i admit i do make mistakes often. but please, have faith in me that i can learn from my mistakes.

alright, that's all i have to say. i wont let this affect my mood. im still a happy person!

hoping for a better day tomorrow.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!

1st jan 2007. nice date man.

went to yz's yesterday nite to play, had fun there. too bad i couldnt stay overnite, but it doesnt matter.

hmmm lets see...

woke up at 11, ate 'breakfast' then went on to wrap my new txtbooks. when i was wrapping my books, i thought abt the many things that happened last year, stuff like seeing ms loh cry, participating in the sch funfair, playing in the interclass frisbee competition, winning the creative show... so much fun we had tgt. it has been a great year, and now we must leave it behind and move on to 2007.

for me, will be looking forward to 2007, many new and exciting stuff in store for us as sec 3s. taking over the company, going for courses, learning new subjects. new classmates, new teachers, new environment. will be looking forward to all of these, but also keep in my mind the fun we had tgt as 2/5 '06. definitely will keep in contact with everyone.

now its 2007. we're upper sec now! bring it on! i will take on whatever is thrown at me!! sec3, HERE I COME!!!